Another year?

So much to say, where to start? I've started and deleted twice already, once in my head once on the screen.

So what does 2012 have to offer? I will be 43 this year, definitely middle aged. But that means nothing to me. Jake will be 15 this year. In the Baha'i Faith this is the age that signifies the beginning of maturity. A truly significant event. Ryan will graduate from high school (surprise!) and will either begin a Baha'i Year of Service, or start college. The beginning of his adult life.  Randy, my dear husband will turn 50 (yup, he's been middle aged for awhile now). Really the first half of 2012 will be a celebration. I'm excited! All three of my guys are facing milestones in their lives....

Let me digress a moment. I find the thoughts tumbling and tossing, this way and that. These milestones my men are facing...I understand their significance, but find it difficult to express it's importance. I feel that the words I have don't do justice to the journey they have traveled and the places they are headed. I yearn to share, but it almost feels to close.

I can't continue tonight. Another time perhaps?